fml.

my dad's a homophobe.

...awesome.

fckh8 & tumblr

i have this new obsession.

it's called tumblr.

i don't have one, thinking about getting one though...

but anyways,

people post picture up on other peoples tumblrs, and some of the pictures are AMAZING.

for someone who digs photography like i do, it's astounding.

i find myself creeping anyone's tumble i can to see new pictures.

some are funny too, just sayin'.

ALSO, A LITTLE SIDE NOTE:

www.fckh8.com

GIVER A LOOK. it's my new favourite cause.

besides diabetes.

SPEAKING OF WHICHIEPOO,

hug a diabetic day is coming up soon, along with my anniversary of being diagnosed.

it's been so long now, i actually don't remember the years. i think it's 11.

maybe.

ANYWAYS, all for now.

smellyalata,

krisi :)

give'r a read.

i read this today, and i don't wanna say much about it.

however... i think it's true, and i was surprised as to how much i can relate to it:

"I guess this is growing up. Tear stained pillows every night, staring naked at yourself in the mirror, waiting for that text that will never come, wishing for impossible things, like a thinner body or a pretty face. Growing up is feeling self-conscious enough about yourself to break down crying in the school bathroom and the horrible panicking that comes when you realize that you left your makeup at home, when your mum is screaming at you about school, your friends and you just can’t do anything right. And that one boy that will always have your heart and you will try anything to forget him and get over him but all he does is make you cry. I will never know if its just me that is passing time like this, so painfully. Or am I just crying about stuff that everyone else is brave about."

yeah. just some food for thought?

smellyalata,

monstuur :)>

spanks givin'.

so thanksgiving is coming up.

and supposedly, i am supposed to be thankful for my family, my wealth, my happiness and some shit.



well here's the deal.

i'm not as thankful as i should be, and i know it.

yes, i'm thankful i have my family, even if my mom hates me 82% of the time.

yes, i'm thankful i have money to buy myself the things i want and need.

yes, i'm thankful for being happy... as i am.



but overall, i think i'm more thankful for music & friends.



like, to be all so serious, without music, i would probably be dead now.

and without my great pile of sexy ass mofo friends, i'd be way long dead.



and so, i'm gonna say a BIG THANK YOU too all my loves.



y'all know who you are. but for those who are like "ahshit, i dunnoe if she be talking 'bout meh.", i'm gonna copy someone, only a little. i'm gonna make a list, and in my list, i'm going to put down a memory i have of us. that way, you should figure it out. (and if you aren't on my blog as a stalker, i'm NOT going to add you, because you really shouldn't read my blog anyways, cause it is pretty boring and all...)

-lets cry together over webcam and have a meaning moment? :)


-tittie twister? i get em eery time.


- sexual assault wheelchair! OHLLIGHT. s.MIKY.


- nomz up that cookie dough and chat roulette?


-oh you... you literally are my sister. you know too much about me. and you're so retarded. enjoy that underwear, whore. ;)


- you've probably forgotten about this, but me you and someone else, we used to pretend the yellow poles on the border of LPPS were our boyfriends and we use to hug them and shit. LOL I MISS THAT.


-ahyouu. you somehow got me to talk about stuff i don't normally tell anyone. but you accepted me, and that honestly was the greatest, and i thank you for that. sorry for those big bug bites, by the wayyy...


- BEN AND JERRY'S MOTHER LOAD ANYONE? :D you're great.

okay, i hope you all figured out who you are. :)
i love you, and i'm sorry if i'm ever a d-bag to you, you guys are the most important people in my life, and i'd be so lost without you.
you guys all pulled me up when i was really low, and i thank you so much.
i love you. for ever. ( L )

smellyalata,

krisi :)